Who is she?
Ever had troubles coping with your fears and phobias? Well, lets just say Lily has a few things in her life she has a hard time dealing with, but has chosen to use a rather unique and special coping mechanism.
Lily has always had a fascination with plants, ever since she was a young girl, and had a rather vast collection of them in her room. She would always take care of them, and treat them as her children. She always used to give them silly names such as ''Edward Finkle'' and ''Darwin Gregor'' and would dedicate a lot of her time into making sure they grew up strong and healthy, never forgetting a single watering day, and fertilizing as often as needed.
However, as she started growing into her teen years she would name them after more personal things. It started with a cacti she had, named isolation, which was her biggest fear in life. To go more into details, and being specific, isolation has long been a problem in her life, as she is known to push people away if they become too close with her. The thought of having someone close, and her depending too much of them, just to lose them is a thought too scary for her to handle. Therefore, she just chooses to have them all at a distance, to feel more at control over the situation.
By naming her plants after what she fears in life, it was a way for her to become close, and comfortable with it. It wont seem like such a strange concept anymore, and she will become familiar with it, and used to having it around, even if its in the form of a plant, or in this case a cacti. From there on it only grew, and she started naming them after more and more fears and phobias. A few other examples are ''over-thinking'' ''self-doubt'' and Nycto ('phobia' the fear of the dark) There are times she would often have conversations with them, and try to ''talk to them'' about the problems she is going through, often connected to the actual name of the plant. For example, if she is feeling lonely, it is quite often she'll talk to isolation, to sort out her thoughts regarding it, and attempt to lift up her mood. It is used as a way to clear her thoughts, and has proven itself to be quite a useful method for her. A few people to question her about her rather 'depressing'' name decisions, but soon understand, as she explains herself.
Ever had troubles coping with your fears and phobias? Well, lets just say Lily has a few things in her life she has a hard time dealing with, but has chosen to use a rather unique and special coping mechanism.
Lily has always had a fascination with plants, ever since she was a young girl, and had a rather vast collection of them in her room. She would always take care of them, and treat them as her children. She always used to give them silly names such as ''Edward Finkle'' and ''Darwin Gregor'' and would dedicate a lot of her time into making sure they grew up strong and healthy, never forgetting a single watering day, and fertilizing as often as needed.
However, as she started growing into her teen years she would name them after more personal things. It started with a cacti she had, named isolation, which was her biggest fear in life. To go more into details, and being specific, isolation has long been a problem in her life, as she is known to push people away if they become too close with her. The thought of having someone close, and her depending too much of them, just to lose them is a thought too scary for her to handle. Therefore, she just chooses to have them all at a distance, to feel more at control over the situation.
By naming her plants after what she fears in life, it was a way for her to become close, and comfortable with it. It wont seem like such a strange concept anymore, and she will become familiar with it, and used to having it around, even if its in the form of a plant, or in this case a cacti. From there on it only grew, and she started naming them after more and more fears and phobias. A few other examples are ''over-thinking'' ''self-doubt'' and Nycto ('phobia' the fear of the dark) There are times she would often have conversations with them, and try to ''talk to them'' about the problems she is going through, often connected to the actual name of the plant. For example, if she is feeling lonely, it is quite often she'll talk to isolation, to sort out her thoughts regarding it, and attempt to lift up her mood. It is used as a way to clear her thoughts, and has proven itself to be quite a useful method for her. A few people to question her about her rather 'depressing'' name decisions, but soon understand, as she explains herself.
Name: Lily Hollis
Age: 22 (human years)
Gender: Female
Mate: None
Birthday: 29th of June
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Personality: One would say that lily's dominating trait is just the fact that shes quiet, mainly due to the fact that no one really knows anything else about her besides that she is the 'standard quiet girl' Her fascination for plants has however become known to many, although it doesn't really stand out as an interesting trait. Truth be told she is much more than the quiet mask she puts up, and its more of her way to keep other people at a comfortable distance away from her. Lily is a hopeless romantic, with a constant need to be alone. It is quite a tedious struggle for her which no one seems to understand. Her need for love, as well as her need to 'constantly' be alone is quite a contradicting mix, which ends up straining most relations around her. She is heavily introverted, and struggles to make new relationships due to this, and like mentioned earlier isn't the best person at maintaining those she already has. Lily has a serious issue with commitment, and anything around that realm deeply terrifies her. She hates the thought of relying too much on a person, just to loose them at a crucial time.
Another note with Lilly is that shes often seen as tired, often falling asleep quite easily at places she shouldn't.
A very opinionated and quiet girl... aesthetic, dreamer,,, hopeless romantic, with a need to constantly be alone, heavy introvert, passionate about books, and poems, especially old books, her need to be alone is actually a serious problem, afraid of commitment, often very tired, tends to push herself a bit hard at times, tries to go out of her comfort zone, fails, and retracts, becomes weaker by every attempt instead of stronger like most people. WIP
Age: 22 (human years)
Gender: Female
Mate: None
Birthday: 29th of June
Sexuality:
Likes:
Dislikes:
Personality: One would say that lily's dominating trait is just the fact that shes quiet, mainly due to the fact that no one really knows anything else about her besides that she is the 'standard quiet girl' Her fascination for plants has however become known to many, although it doesn't really stand out as an interesting trait. Truth be told she is much more than the quiet mask she puts up, and its more of her way to keep other people at a comfortable distance away from her. Lily is a hopeless romantic, with a constant need to be alone. It is quite a tedious struggle for her which no one seems to understand. Her need for love, as well as her need to 'constantly' be alone is quite a contradicting mix, which ends up straining most relations around her. She is heavily introverted, and struggles to make new relationships due to this, and like mentioned earlier isn't the best person at maintaining those she already has. Lily has a serious issue with commitment, and anything around that realm deeply terrifies her. She hates the thought of relying too much on a person, just to loose them at a crucial time.
Another note with Lilly is that shes often seen as tired, often falling asleep quite easily at places she shouldn't.
A very opinionated and quiet girl... aesthetic, dreamer,,, hopeless romantic, with a need to constantly be alone, heavy introvert, passionate about books, and poems, especially old books, her need to be alone is actually a serious problem, afraid of commitment, often very tired, tends to push herself a bit hard at times, tries to go out of her comfort zone, fails, and retracts, becomes weaker by every attempt instead of stronger like most people. WIP
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Fears and phobias
Commitment
Going out of her comfort zone
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Commitment
Going out of her comfort zone
Dreams and hopes
Quirks:
- Nicknames her plants after fears and phobias |
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Hobbies
- Taking care of her plants - Reading, a lot. - |
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Animal appearance:
Theme song: Billie Eilish - Hostage
Notes:
Design by thrifty, species kalon by Karmel
Animal appearance:
Theme song: Billie Eilish - Hostage
Notes:
Design by thrifty, species kalon by Karmel